So true!

Oh, help.

I'm not even sure what to say here.  I could say what I feel...if I knew for certain what that were.  I feel so at home in two different worlds.  Call it a blessing if you will, but it's a difficult thing to handle when those worlds are thousands of miles and dollars apart.  What to do?  Everyone's got an opinion, but those do not help.  I have to ask two questions.  What is God calling me to do? What is my husband, my road to heaven, calling me to do?  If you think those answers are obvious, you are mistaken.  And perhaps I'm so blinded by all the commotion in my head to even see the truth about what I should do with my life right now.  Maybe I should give you a few examples of what is going on in my head each day.

List One:  things that scream, "Get thee to India!"

List two: things that scream, "My old Kentucky Home!!!"(though not the way the drunk people do at Derby)

but there's only one who can guide me.

image: payingattentiontothesky.com

I'm no Martha Stewart, but I'm having such fun!

Hello, friends!  So, the plastic bag crochet project was a flop.  However, I am not deterred from my goal of creating recycled loveliness.  Thanks to Girl Scouts and Pinterest, I have conquered junk mail once and for all.  Before I discovered the wonderful crafts made from magazine/coupon type paper, I got annoyed every time a stack of ads arrived in the mail.  Now, it's as if free crafts supplies are delivered to my door!  Also, I never knew what fun tp and paper towel rolls could be.  Things got even more exciting when I found some left over wall primer in the basement.  I brushed it onto cardboard boxtops and can flats to create canvases for painting.  I even made a present for Wesley out of a high school dance photo frame.  Yay, crafting!



so easy!  made from tp rolls.



 painting a wolf and ninja on her cardboard canvas



A major goal in this endeavor is not to have to buy any supplies.  Granted, I have some craft tools already, but I certainly don't have anything fancy.  My bank account currently looks something like this $___:( ___, but that doesn't mean I can't make anything.  I just have to get extra creative.  And perhaps this is good motivation to make a difference by using all recycled materials.  So, don't let being short on cash keep you from being creative.  Have fun with whatever you have on hand.

I hope these ideas will inspire you to do what you love! 

Happy crafting :)

I love these guys!

Tibetan Buddhist monks from the Drepung Gomang Institute visit the grave of Thomas Merton.  Check out both orders of super cool monks at http://www.drepunggomang.com/ and http://www.monks.org/.

Good Friday

This phrase is seen next to each crucifix in every Missionaries of Charity home.

He thirsts for you.  For me.  For souls.  He longs not to condemn us, but to fill our lives, our sufferings and joys, with his presence.  He is the living water through which we may have eternal life.  We need only heed this simple cry to see the fullness of His grace.  Lord, grant that I may thirst not for the goods of this world, but for the glory of Your Name.

India Calling

I am beyond delighted to be home with my husband.  However, India keeps tugging at my heart.

ancient temple art

street food...yum

auto-rickshaw.  best form of transportation.  ever.

spiced chai. 

Dangerous cuteness level

Friends of the Manatee, a Brazilian conservationist group, rescued this 2-month old Amazonian manatee near the body of its mother. Right now, caretakers are keeping it healthy and preparing to return it to the wild.

What does it mean to you?

I have a large family and a diverse group of friends.  The topic of God often comes up in our conversations.  My recent trip to India taught me a great deal about my relationship with God.

Every other week, volunteers who work with the Missionaries of Charity (Mother Teresa's sisters) in Kolkata tour the home for leprosy patients in Titagarh.  The center is run by the MC brothers.  Treatment for leprosy often lasts a few months or even a year.  If the disease is not addressed until the later stages, physical deformities and loss of limbs or eyesight may occur.  Some patients are treated and can then return home.  Others stay indefinitely because of their severe disabilities.  Lingering social stigma and physical handicaps often prevent those with (or who used to have) leprosy from holding a job.  On the grounds of this home, there is also a large building where textiles are handmade by the patients so they can make a living.  The work they do is simply amazing, and I was pleasantly surprised to see exactly what they created.  Titagarh is the only place in the world where the saris worn by the sisters are made.  The patients also spin and weave cloth used for the bedsheets in the sisters' many homes for the poor.  The center also houses an outpatient clinic for villagers, vast gardens, child care for the workers' little ones, physical therapy suites, and a workshop where custom prosthetics are made. 

At the end of the tour, the brother leading us answered our questions.  One volunteer asked if the center was self-sustaining.  The brother looked puzzled, so she rephrased her inquiry.  "How is the center supported?"  His eyes lit up in understanding.  "God's Providence," he proclaimed.  The volunteer really wanted to know if all the food needed to support the patients was grown on the grounds.  The brother told her that, yes, most of the food was grown there.  Then he shrugged and added that if there was not enough, the brothers simply bought more at the local market. 

I was struck by how unconcerned this man seemed at such an important undertaking.  Hundreds of vulnerable people rely on the brothers for their very lives, and he had not a worry in the world.  He went on to say that the MCs receive all their money and supplies from unsolicited donations.  There is no earthly way to guarantee they will have what they need each day, but that does not seem to bother anyone.  This total reliance on God touched me.  It made me question my own worries.  I know that worrying doesn't make anything secure, but I do it anyway.  Now, here was God physically showing me what can happen when you trust in Him wholeheartedly.  I am so blessed to have visited this beautiful home.  I have rarely seen such joy on the face of each person I met in one place.  I thank God for this gift every day.


No matter where you are in your spiritual journey (even if you don't think you're on one), I'd like to know what faith means to you.  Just know that whoever you are, you are welcome here :)

The Vlogbrothers talk brand hypocrisy

I found this video very thought-provoking.
 
P.S. If this gets you down about the world in which we live, check out their honeybadger video on youtube.  It will cheer you right back up.

plastic ponderings

I, like most Americans, throw away far too much stuff.  My husband and I recycle everything we can, but the process of recycling uses energy and natural resources, so I'm trying to focus more on the "reduce" and "reuse" categories.  Yes, I have reusable grocery bags.  Do I always remember to take them to the store?  No.  Often, I tell the cashier I do not need a bag, but sometimes that is simply impractical.  Also, I don't think Wesley has quite grasped the "say no to plastic bags" concept.  So, large quantities of thin plastic now float and crinkle about our home.  What to do?  Crochet.  That's what.  I am still in the experimenting phase of this project, but it is going rather well.  By cutting grocery sacks into strips and tying the ends together to form a long strand, I create a kind of yarn.  Who knows what functional or whimsical craftiness will come of all this.  Stay tuned to find out! 

P.S.  I'm working on many more recycled craft ideas.  Let me know what you throw away most often.  Let's find a way to give all trash new purpose. 

My heart belongs in the bluegrass

Thunder over Louisville - second largest fireworks show in the world.  Kickoff to KY Derby festival

I love my home town.  Why?  Take a look, and tell me what's not to love.

The science center lets you inside other worlds.

Largest collection of Victorian era homes in the US

 Discovering the Devonian period at the falls of the Ohio

The weather is always a source of excitement.  One day, you are cooling off in a fountain, and the next...

 ...this.

 More than just a city: Downtown Louisville

 Jefferson Memorial Forest - also in Louisville

 making friends with a giraffe at the Louisville zoo

Peaceful walking trails in the many parks

 Most importantly, these parks have ducks!

 Annual Jane Austen Festival

 Iced chai simply tastes better at Heine Brothers.

Cantina tacos at Worldfest.  There are no words to describe this kind of joy.